Music samples from Shakti's What Need Have I for This/What Need Have I for That/I Am Dancing at the Feet of My Lord/All Is Bliss/All Is Bliss (album info)
This episode my favourite yet - in particular near the end when you questioned why and at what cost. Maybe the annoyance of the chair shufflers served a purpose - irritated you enough to push you into a corner and then made you push back. The frustration and emotion rang true. Therapy is a long slow process- this seemed to indicate you're moving in the right direction. (Unless I'm just projecting). I hope you continue- you've come this far now...
Thanks so much for the comment. I have to say that you do seem to have a knack of showing up at exactly the right time and providing just the right amount of support. :)
I have to admit that since that episode I've been struggling with how to move forward. Today I tried to record some but it felt like I was forcing it... I have to learn to *relax!*
I do intend on continuing, esp now with the bit of perspective you've given me... Lots of thoughts stirring around at the moment... I think I'll let the waters settle a bit and see what come from that...
The trick I think is to let the inner voice take over. Once you have a stronger sense of that, the podcasting almost does itself. Too much thinking can mess up the motion. But as with everyone, you have to find your own path, your own pace. Letting go sometimes helps.
I agree with the Dude. This was a particularly good episode for what it is worth. We all struggle. We all have doubts. What you have done is aired yours and put them together, quite simply, in a well edited/presented,simple fashion. Do what your heart or gut tells you to do. Don't try to force things. I am always surprised when the things that I do that are planned usually seem to turn to shit but the things that happen "naturally" or when I have planned just enough but not too much turn out the best. Good luck. I'm still listening.
This episode my favourite yet - in particular near the end when you questioned why and at what cost. Maybe the annoyance of the chair shufflers served a purpose - irritated you enough to push you into a corner and then made you push back. The frustration and emotion rang true. Therapy is a long slow process- this seemed to indicate you're moving in the right direction. (Unless I'm just projecting). I hope you continue- you've come this far now...
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for the comment. I have to say that you do seem to have a knack of showing up at exactly the right time and providing just the right amount of support. :)
ReplyDeleteI have to admit that since that episode I've been struggling with how to move forward. Today I tried to record some but it felt like I was forcing it... I have to learn to *relax!*
I do intend on continuing, esp now with the bit of perspective you've given me... Lots of thoughts stirring around at the moment... I think I'll let the waters settle a bit and see what come from that...
The trick I think is to let the inner voice take over. Once you have a stronger sense of that, the podcasting almost does itself. Too much thinking can mess up the motion. But as with everyone, you have to find your own path, your own pace. Letting go sometimes helps.
ReplyDeleteI agree with the Dude. This was a particularly good episode for what it is worth. We all struggle. We all have doubts. What you have done is aired yours and put them together, quite simply, in a well edited/presented,simple fashion. Do what your heart or gut tells you to do. Don't try to force things. I am always surprised when the things that I do that are planned usually seem to turn to shit but the things that happen "naturally" or when I have planned just enough but not too much turn out the best. Good luck. I'm still listening.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the words of encouragement! :)
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